After talking with my husband, we decided that we are ready to get back into gear and TTC. I was off and on in reference to when to start up again. There are just so many things that we want to do before baby comes but, my desire to become a mother always overcomes and wins! I hope that my desire sticks around for awhile and does not let the power of defeat to overcome me. Defeat, doubt, and emptiness seem to push me to the edge negative cycle after negative cycle. A person can only handle so much. My husband is pretty much on board with whatever I want to do. I am so glad that he has not lost his mind.
I am a bit nervous but, who does not get nervous? This is not only a big decision but a decision with so many outcomes. Stressful situation, specially when you have been trying for so long. I hope and pray that we do not have to spend a lot of time trying this time around. I just want everything to run smoothly but, for those who have been TTC know that this is FAR from a smooth ride. I am scheduled to go in for a baseline on July 25. I will keep everyone posted on everything! This time around I promise to keep up with this journey and updating.
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