HUGE Update

I promised that I would keep up with this blog, and post something every two days. However there are events in life that happen out of no where. I have been so occupied with filling out applications, sending resumes to different jobs. I have been looking for a new job for awhile now. Things at my current job have just been going downhill. I keep waiting to see that light at the end of this tunnel {Job} but I have yet to find it. I am proud to say that I did receive a phone call for a job interview as a CNA at a nursing home, something that I use to do years ago. I am stuck though in deciding what I really want, what I need, and what is best for me and my husband when it comes to my job. I ask that you keep me in your prayers so that I can make the best decision possible!


I have to mention that my aunt passed away on the 25th of July. It has been one of the most painful weeks by far. I've never experienced a death in which I was close to the person until now. Her death was unexpected. She went into the hospital with stomach pain, she was given a shot of morphine to control her pain but, after that she went into cardiac arrest where she was brought back to life but passed away shortly after. I have been overwhelmed with pain, anxiety, panic, sadness, and happiness all at the same time. I am grateful that I had some good times with her recently and lately all I seem to do is reminisce of the fun times we had. I will always remember her passing as well. I got to accompany her daughters along with my cousin in purchasing her last outfit before her burial. I was also blessed to be apart of making her look beautiful. I will hold all these moments close to my heart. Please pray for my family that God will shower us with his love and comfort and bring peace to our family.

As far as my cycles are concerned I am at the end of my first BCP pack. I started spotting lightly about 2 days ago. I am hoping that I get a flow since I have not had AF for approx 4 months before starting BCP. Cramping is tolerable so for the most part I am good.