Frustration in Waiting.....Waiting

My best friend who eats, lives, and sleeps herbals has been suggesting herbs for me to take to bring on my AF. My friend studied herbs, still studies herbs so her suggestions mean a lot to me. I started taking Dong Quai about 5 days ago and, now she suggested that I try Parsley tincture. I have to say that they Parsley taste to much better then the Dong Quai. I have only been on the Parsley one full day however, I've been having cramping off and on all over my downstairs lady area! Great sign if you ask me! 

I've been getting somewhat frustrated with this whole AF thing. It's like she is hibernating, away from me. I know that I should not stress myself out about it but, It's so HARD not to be stressed about it. I feel so broken. Specially when nothing is working fast enough. I've been trying to not let this whole AF get to me but, I can't help but let it. WHY? I am constantly cramping, very minor one dotted, light pink spotting. I mean it's so faint I do not want to call it spotting. 

The feeling of being broken is slowly starting to consume me! As I fight to not let it consume me, I find myself getting a little down on myself when I know that I shouldn't.