8 More Days

Ten days ago in 2012 I made a huge decision that lifted a lot of weight off of my shoulders. Last year I struggled to realize that sometimes people just fall apart for some apparent reason. That apparent reason goes unknown for the longest time, and neither person wants to confront the situation. Well, let me rephrase that; one person has confronted the issue at least two times with the other party involved, two times too many! That same person has confronted the issue with the next person involved, and even though the "next person" involved acknowledged that they were wrong, and that we needed to talk about the issue, I got shut down again. I was that person that confronted the issue twice and then later got shut down by the next person.

I decided that letting people go, removing them from my life should have been the decision made a long time ago. I cannot deny that every now and then they cross my mind. Why wouldn't they cross my mind? I've spent countless nights, and days with these people. On top of that they are family members of mine. However, I have to agree that "out of sight, out of mind," has worked for me. 

My husband and I have been slowly making our house feel like a home. We both love the direction our home decor is headed. In 8 days, we will begin our journey once again and hopefully for the last time with our RE. I am excited and nervous about starting all over again. I hope and I pray that this be a short journey for us. This time around trying to conceive feels so right. {hope this is a sign♥}



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